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mood - sad / happy

2010-01-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

sad cause , looking at someone that is most important to me feeling so sick and pain , yet i can do nothing to help . i cant share the burden and pain of hers . i can only just stand beside and see what she need ..
speedy recover !
happy cause , i really have a good good friend ! she's GERALDINE ! she visited my mummy and bought her fruits and sweet . she's just very thoughtful ! GERALDINE , i'm really really very touch and appreciate these ! thankyou ;D
i vow that you would be my best friend , among my closest friends !
people like you have already extinct ! you're the only one left ;D
mummy recover fast uh !

mood - unhappy

2010-01-19T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hi peoples ..
i wants to talk on the phone with someone now ! i dunno what mood i'm having now .. just kind of feeling down . things keep coming without leaving , i'm alone , how am i able to cope with all these things ... but afterall , there's only one person who can speak to me which i can be able to listen to her . how i wish she would give me a call now and talk to me . keeping everything with me , i really feel very uncomfortable . maybe this is the reason why sometimes i would get myself into trouble ? at least there would be someone to talk to me and care for me ... i'm going crazy soon !!!!

i'm back !

2010-01-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

HELLOS HELLOS HELLOS !!! I'm back ;D
you guys must be missing me right ? hahs
it's a new year , so let the past be the past ! start a new this year ;D

so is schooling life for me now ..
so after school went to meet up with geraldine and pass her things .
BIG THANKYOU to her ! she's a good friend ;D ( once again i blog about you )
so afterwards do some revision , if not someones going to nag at me again ! hahs ..
and than ... do nothing ?
today didn't do anything special -.-

time past with you always in my mind ...

2009-11-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hi people ...
how i wish time could reverse back to the past , but sometimes i think it should not ... hahs ..
you guys must find me ironic right ?
but i really dunno what to do ...
maybe i shall just be alone to think what i actually want ba .

O , i would wait for you alright . please dun stop me from doing it . give me a chance and also give yourself a chance to think . Let time nurture your feeling alright :D

i'm down ...

2009-11-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

hellos peoples !!!
i'm feeling down T.T
am i stupid ?
am i a good person ?
how do you guys think about me ?
every moment when i heard my phone ringing , the person who come to my mind would be you . But it wasn't you ... i'm dumb ! i just dunno how to express my feeling to you .
hope you wont avoid me ba ....

slowly getting use to working ..

2009-10-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

hellos peoples !
so how life out there people ?
i'm still the same work work work , but and getting use to it ;D thats great !
these few days is kind of unlucky days , friends around were involve in accident and injured -.-
guys take care alright !
nana : take good care hor , o level period and you are still hurt ! speedy recovery uh ! jiayous for o's also ;D
kenneth : take care commando ! claim the money from the ass !!!
oldfriend : jiayous for you o's uh ! i'm looking forward to going out with you after your o's . but in the mean time i shall not disturb you first , concentrate hor !!!! oldfriend is smart confirm can score uh !
samuel : any trouble just call me , i can lend you a listening ear ;D dun worry we are good buddies ;D
poh : stop your sibsib liao ! haha .. any problem with $$$ can call me , if i'm able to help i would .
nixon : dunno what to say about you but , save the money for our trip hor !
ah pui : have a safe ride ;D
tianglee : have a safe ride , i wont forget your happy meal ;D
kai zhun : anything give me a call , i would lend you a listening ear ;D
aloy : asshole , work hard ! i want see you go poly , not the lousy one ( rp )

stop here , bye peoples ;D

new beginning of work ...

2009-10-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

hellos peoples !!
today is my second day working .. and i found out that i prefer going to school than to work . now i know earning money is really very hard !!! just the second day of work and i'm exhausted . seating down , standing up and even when i'm eating , i can fall asleep -.-
haiya , tomorrow going to work again , but never mind i'm looking forward to my pay day ;D
hahahaha ..
post till here , i'm going to bath now ;D
oya , oldfriend is going to be back my tomorrow ;D yea !

Graduation ceremony

2009-10-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples !
firstly i should apologise for not blogging for a period of time .
Should i say i'm feeling happy or sad today ? today is our graduation day , my friends in express and sec 5 is leaving , feel happy for them as they can change a new environment , but sad that they are leaving ...
The graduation ceremony is a really sweet moment when you can see the students and teachers were how lovely .
I'm gonna miss you guys so much !!!!
Anyway all the best for those who are taking O's level ;D

Guess who!

2009-10-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

Hehe, guess who am I.

Seeing Eugene's blog is so dead and out of my boredom.
I logged into his blogger account and come help him update!
See I'm so kind heart right, where to find this kinda people already.

Anyway, happy for Eugene for completing his N levels already.
Now he can enjoy himself to the max, till he drop! :D

Hahahaha! Ok. Anyway, I'm no one else but...
Sayonara!
I'm Ilona! ^^

time past real fast !

2009-09-30T15:19:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples ;D
is just a blink of eyes and everyone is going to take their n level paper , and soon the o level .
everyone is going to graduate in a few more weeks . i really miss those days , but do we have a choice ?
from sec one until now , i just dun have the courage to talk to you neither do i have the courage to go out with you . what i could do was just seating at one corner , to peep at you . now our last year , i have no longer any chance to do so . do you know how much i'm suffering from these kind of life-style in school ?
i heard people saying bad things about you , one ear in and another ear out . i choose not to listen , but after that i would feel very awkward .
These few days really feeling very moody , if i have shown any attitude to any of you , please forgive me ...

i hope everything wasn't true ...

i'm troubled ..

2009-09-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

hellos peoples !
today is my first popping lesson , enjoy it and learn new things !
pop pop pop !
i'm troubled with cash , studies and friends
who can i speak to uh ? it's really very uncomfortable to keep everything to myself ...

you are so adorable when you keep saying
sorry , sorry and sorry again ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN !

2009-09-15T22:35:00.001+08:00

went down to look for ivan to accompany him ..
so sad right , every year birthday at green celebrate so boring ..
so i went to get a small cake , wanted to give him a surprise but failed !
but i think he appreciate it right ?
lastly happy birthday !

big korkor and ivan birthday !

2009-09-15T14:33:00.024+08:00

12 september and 13 september ..
korkor , happy birthday !
ivan , happy birthday !
2 birthday BOY !
drink finish it !
make a wish ...
suck it out !

dirty cat
korkor and saosao so sweet !
my beloved brother ;D

birthday boy !

look at the retarded !
dinosaur !
leelee !
me n 2 big jiejie ;D

we gave both of them a surprise at blue blaze . haha ..
can see they are very surprised with it , our surprise have succeed !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Thanks ilona !

2009-09-09T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples !
i want to thanks nana for her jacket !
without her jacket i think i'm unable to complete my chinese paper 1 .
and also thanks for her perfume on her jacket to wake me up when i'm feeling sleepy half-way through the paper .
chinese , english and social studies is over !

i'm feeling really ironic ,
i dun know what to do ...
can anyone tell me how ?

N levels

2009-09-07T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples ;D
Chinese paper is over , can throw all those worksheet into the bin already ;D
Didn't really do well for my paper 1 cause tummy pain :( but paper 2 did quite well :) hope everything goes well !
and thanks to GERALDINE and OLDFRIEND ! So sweet of them , they text me early in the morning wishing me goodluck ;D
also a big thank you to SOPHIA for reminding me to bring my dictionary and entry proof
and lastly thanks JOJO for your lucky sweet , so thoughtful of you !
I have such a GREAT FRIENDS !
THANKYOU THANKYOU !

I did something meaningful today !

2009-09-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

HELLOS ;D
I didn't attend school today , because i went to help an old granny .
Woke up at 6 , earlier than i usually wake up for school . Meet up with friends , and headed over to someone house to take those cardboard that the old granny left it at his house . So after that start shifting the cardboard to the van and bring it to defu lane to sell those cardboard .
Is not easy to earn money you know ? With a huge stack of cardboard with a washing machine and air
cooler , only cost $42.40 ....
So after selling the cardboard , we went to look for the granny to pass her the money . When we pass her the money , she insisted to give us money to eat and still give us bread . So we just put the bread and money in her house , and run down the stairs . There something i couldn't even imagine , is that when we reach the ground floor , the granny is already looking for us at the ground floor ! hahs ... couldn't imagine she's much more faster than us ... At last we manage to get away from her .
If anyone of you see someone need help , just help out ... maybe you would think that your situation is already very worst , but there are really lots of people out there that really need help more than you .
The happiness after doing a good deed , is a hundred times more when you win lottery .
trust me ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA !!

2009-08-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOPHIA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!
happy sweet sixteen ...
hmmm ... where should i start ??? let's start saying from school .
Went school as usual , but i forget that is my chick birthday . So we were all caught for not wearing the correct attire and was called out by our teacher . While waiting for them to take down our name , they all stare at me and ask me ' do you know today is what day ' and of course for a normal people would be looking at their watch and tell them is monday , 24 , and that's what i told them . So they gave me a -.- face , and i tried recalling what special day is today ... and finally i remember is my chick birthday , so i start acting like i know and shouted out loudly wishing her happy birthday ! So during recess as usual we would sing a birthday song and after school we went out together to have our lunch . You know what ? Our surprise for her was pretty successful ! Look at her surprising expression , when we were talking happily and behind her came the birthday cake and we start singing her a birthday song . Outsider were also very kind that they sing together with us ;D
that's all for today , and after that home sweet home ;D
i'm really tired now !!!!

i just hope to hear a hello or byebye ,
that would already satisfied me ...

My Oldfriend ...

2009-08-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hey people !
let me tell you the story of me and oldfriend ,
12 years ago , i was in the same class with a big bully ! i used to take the school bus home and got bullied by 2 big bullys , ilona tan and orlena tan ! I used to be afraid of taking school bus , cause these 2 girls always bully me . zzz ... I told myself that i would take my revenge when i grow older . While getting older and older , i forget about those unhappy incident .
But 6 years later , i made up with ilona again , but i already couldn't recognise her . some time passes , i get to meet up with orlena and ilona buying bubble tea . But guess what , after kindergarden , the first time i get to see orlena again , i was scolded by her -.-
Until i'm 14 , the flashback in my memories of those photo of us in kindergarden made me remember her again . But afterall we are all older and didn't thought of any revenge again .
We start to nurture our friendship , and now she's my best best friend !
i love her and she love me too ! hahahahaha ...

i'm missing those time ...

2009-08-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples ;D
After so long , i than notice that i have not much time to be wasted . So i'm going to work real hard till my N level ! and ya , lots of my friends is really disappointed with their O level chinese result , but you guys have to stand up again , cause there are more upcoming exams . The only thing i could only say to you guys is to cheer up ;D
I might not be contacting you guys till my N level is over , but dun forget about me alright ! Anything still can call me ;D So takecares everyone ;D
Today have been thinking of lots of things , time really passes real fast . Just a blink of eyes , i'm 16 ..
though i regret that i did not enjoy during my secondary period , until i'm secondary 4 . Regret not having memorable times with my school mate . Regret not cherishing my friendship with Kee Loke , till we are now like strangers . Regret not studying at secondary 2 , in the end drop to NA , and many many more other regrets . But is already over , no point being regret . So from now onwards i'm not going to let myself regret anymore , i will cherish everything i have from now . So i hope everyone will cherish the time when they are growing , cause time past would not be rewind . Regret is too late than ...

after a few more months , i dunno when would i be able to see you again .
just hope time would past slowly ...

Finally we are out together again ;D

2009-08-12T15:07:00.013+08:00

on our way to vivo and than to sentosa .
see we are so enthuse with what Brian is saying . Anyway , i had forget what he said ?
these are our opponent , look at their size ^ -.- . hahahaha ..
ofcos these are my team , cant you see our passion in volleyball ? hahs ..
opps .. forget to introduce you guys my new friend . He is ^ RAIN from SG !!! hahs ..

at least i have some memorable photo before i left ;D

Our group photo before with left vivo after our dinner , so sad cause Kenneth had to return to camp , so we got to leave early .
This outing was quite successful , but some irresponsible people just keep sleeping and forget about us waiting downstair for them -.-
hmmm ... Is time for me to think of the next outing ? Where should we go next huh ?

my life is getting boring !

2009-08-09T01:56:00.005+08:00

photo taken before we left .

went down to ION to look for ilona , ivan , jing hao , samuel , aloy and carolyn . Went shopping for clothes , than after getting what i want , is really boring to let us stay at town and do nothing . So went to look for poh after he end work and cab back to look for ah pui , tianglee and jolene . After that meet up with samuel again at mac and have my supper , ilona is super hyper ! She just cant stop talking from the moment we step in mac and until we reach home .

Irritated .

2009-07-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples !
i'm feeling so irritated today for dunno what reason , getting so frustrated easily .
Chinese oral today was badly done , really disappointed with my performance . i was like keep faltering and just could not wait to end the passage . But forget it , it's over , just let it be .
Hmm ... Guijun must be reading my blog now uh ? haah .

Unpleasant incident

2009-07-30T17:34:00.003+08:00

Really very sorry for the unpleasant things that happen in class today . I just could not control my anger at the moment .
After school , walk to heartland with Sophia , Stephanie and Jojo and than accompany them to Dale house , and after that left me alone walking back home . That's my first time walking home from school , thats far !
While walking i had decided to have a hair cut , so went to get a hair cut and than home sweet home ;D

learn new words .

2009-07-29T17:13:00.002+08:00

hello peoples !
I have found out that my knowledge of english words is actually very limited . hmm .. so i had decided to start learning new words from now , although it's late but it's better than nothing . My friend out there , i think you guys would help me in learning new words right ! haha . So dun laugh at me if i misunderstood some words , but correct me alright ;D ( Jolene and Geraldine , you both have to help me uh ! you both promise me before that you will help me ;D )
Actually i just found out that there is still lots of things for me to revise . hehe ..
Hope it wont be too late for last minute revision now .

hey , your smile is so sweet !
dun know what word should i use to describe your smile ;D
maybe i should use the word honey , cause it's as sweet as honey ;D

i just cant get over it

2009-07-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hey people ! i'm rotting at home every saturday and sunday , going crazy one day . Anyone feel free to ask me out alright !!!!
I'm now wondering , why i'm always so shy when i saw you uh ? now think back a few years ago , when we last went out together , i'm wondering whether would i still have the chance to go out with you again . Maybe would just hope to have a chance to date you out just this once !

I'm Exhausted

2009-07-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry people for not blogging for a period ! I'm busy with my studies , due to N level .
Mostly everyday got to stay back after school , either is remedial or study with my beloved friends ;D
So i'm now all alone by myself , everyone have their accompany accept for me , so feel free to ask me out alright cause i will be rotting at home if i'm not out to study with my friends . So life now for me is quite simple , but really boring .
and ya , happy belated sweet sixteen to my oldfriend , ORLENA TAN ZI XI , you are 16 ;D Hope you love the cake i and your jie bought for you ;D But i forget a present . hmmm .. let me owe you first alright ;D

The drift

2009-07-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Went to have my lunch with ilona . it's been ages since we last sat together to eat and chat . But sorry i was late !
after we have drift apart , we are getting more and more quiet when we are together . we used to talk very much in the past , but now when i meet her just now , we were like so quiet and just only asking question and she answer . when we have nothing to say , she was looking at one side and i'm looking at another side .
haiiyo , why are we like this ? i also dunno ? never mind i will try to get closer like what we are in the past .
and ya , i'm damn fedup with one of my friend , he's making me damn disappointed .

i'm getting more in love with 4E !

2009-07-04T14:30:00.002+08:00

hellos peoples ;D Yesterday bossaball match was damn exciting luh ! although we lost , but nevermind i'm now getting more in love with my class , i found the spirit we should have from our class ;D yea ! Qi Hao is no longer acting like our boss , after Sophia told us not to demoralise others . So everyone encourage when we missed the ball .
During these period , i have fall in love with volleyball . Playing volleyball is really fun , but it may hurt during the beginning , cause i'm injured T.T

i'm falling in love with volleyball ;D

a new hair cut .

2009-07-01T18:06:00.002+08:00

Hellos peoples ! eugene is here again ;D
My hair was caught today again and i need a new hair cut now , cause i promise mr danny and i dun want to disappoint him . So i'm going to get my hair cut really short these time round , i'm not wasting any more time to get my hair cut . i'm off to get my hair cut now .
bye peoples !

sorry people !

2009-06-30T16:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry people ! have not been blogging for so long .
school is quite bored , cause im now still in my holidays mood which i should not be . N levels is starting in about another 60 more days i think ? i'm getting nervous over it ! Now due to H1N1 if the school close i'm going to be in great lose . So , H1N1 go away come again another day !

i'm sixteen !

2009-05-28T15:21:00.025+08:00

ee ...
my face is so dirty
ooh. ... that's disgusting

my ice-cream cake ;D

my best friends !
our handsome ?
you wont look decent with a glasses too ;D
look at kai zhang retarded look -.-
me ! ;D
our singer tham zi liang !
cute jiejie ilona ;D
big nose jiayang
me and reuben ;D
that's me the birthday boy !

thanks for all the wishes from you guys . i'm really happy , it's been ages since our group of friend last be together !
thanks Jolene , James , Aloy , Carolyn , Samuel , Jason , Lynn , Li Yin , Angeline , Kee Loke , kai zhang , daddy , mummy , anuty irene , LL keong for the presents ;D

Aching !

2009-05-23T02:03:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for a few days , were quite busy with some stuff . sorry readers !
My body is aching ! training ! walking around ! last training was really tiring , cannot take it . maybe i still dun have the stamina i think . walking around for miles this few days , my leg is aching ! damn it !
just come wait for another 4 more days , is gonna be EUGENE big day ! his sweet sixteen ! haha .

4 more days to my sweetest day ;D

last paper !

2009-05-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

paper is still fine today , still able to cope with it ;D my last paper is going to be next monday and i'm going to be free from everything !
today went for training , is a tough one . i injured myself -.- my leg hurts !
these few days is going to be boring ! i'm looking for someone to accompany me out . anyone ? text me alright !

11 more days to my sweetest day ;D

birthday wish .

2009-05-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ... since jie want to know my birthday wish , i shall let you know .
although they say birthday wish shouldn't be said to anyone , but i dun think is true ba .
anyone would like to have not even one wish , but lots of lots of wishes . everyone is greedy !!! right ?
i would like my whole family to live happily , everyone one to ping ping an an ;D
celebrate every single birthday with her !

16 more days to my sweetest day ;D

EXAMS NEXT WEEK !

2009-05-09T03:20:00.003+08:00

sorry people , had not been blogging for few days . might not be blogging for sometimes until my SA had end . 2 weeks later ? think so .
been studying really hard these few days for next week . The first paper next tuesday , is my weakest paper ! i'm gonna try my best for the paper , although my teacher had said , it's just a revision .

18 more days to my sweetest day ;D

am i wrong ?

2009-05-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

I hurt someone today , i'm feeling really guilty . But did i do anything wrongly ? i'm really not sure ? maybe i'm just to harsh in my words . i'm wondering what would happen tomorrow ? punishment ?
i just want a more united class , i dun want any conflict , i want everyone enjoy in 4E and i want to protect my class . In what way did i do wrongly ? if that's the way i am wrong , i shall not even care for the class in future .

went heartland mall with Sophia , Priscilla and Stephanie . while walking to heartland mall , we get to see Lynn ;D and Jasmine . Girls shopping is really long , i have been waiting for them so long to buy their things -.- after that , we went to cold storage looking for ice-cream , Priscilla was like ' WA ! this one very nice ! ' haha .. after looking at those ice-cream , i dun think is really fresh as i dunno it's kept for how long . so i decided to get some ice-cream from VENEZIA , as korkor love it too ! i'm going to enjoy the ice-cream now !!!

Just hello,

2009-05-04T17:14:00.003+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D

I've helped him linked you people up! (:
Haha, someone's 16th birthday is coming! o.O

And Eugene Liuuuuuuuuu!
You still have yet to send me your handsome photo!
Remember? Lol.

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

The Outing

2009-05-03T04:14:00.002+08:00

It had been so long since i last went to town .
so went town with kai zhang , samuel and theodore today . starting was quite boring as everyone mood seem to be so down -.- accept for me and theodore was like keep talking all the way throughout the journey to town . we drop at plaza sing and walked to far east plaza ( that's quite far ! ) , but there's this thing that surprise all of us . There's this stranger suddenly stop us and ask us whether we are rushing to anywhere , so we tell him we are rushing to catch a movie , as we dun want to entertain him , so he ask us to spare him just a few seconds . we than given him a few seconds , but guess what ? actually he's a magician , just a few seconds of his trick just attract us from to stop and watch him showing us some tricks . after all he was just telling us about anti-smoking through his trick . thats cool !!!
catch a movie afterwards at night , the x-men orgin . i shall give 4/5 for this movie . i think those sibling that do not have a good relationship should catch this movie , as the movie are somehow telling me siblings should always help each other ( that's what i think ).
bought a shirt full of banana , the shirt that attract me was the banana , when i first see it , that made me remind of jason . haha ...

rumours would not be entertain anymore .
lets concentrate our studies together alright ?
work hard together alright ?

feeling sick

2009-05-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

would this be the last photo we are taking together ? i hope so !
Holiday ! shouldn't it be happy to everyone ? i might prefer school than holiday , really boring !

i'm lost !

2009-04-29T15:29:00.002+08:00

Today school was quite boring , almost half of the class went for express chinese exams . i'm exhausted , i'm really tired to study , i'm lost , i dunno what to do ? anyone can tell me what to do ?
i use to be motivated by friends to study , what's wrong now ? i really dunno .

how's your exams ? i sincerely wish you all the best ;D
i think i shall not continue , i had heard lots of rumours from others ,
although rumours are always not true , but i think this should be the time to concentrate on studies first .
but i would still put you in the first priority , anything give me a call i would definitely help you !

EXAMS tomorrow !!!

2009-04-27T19:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Geraldine Ong Lan Que !!!
Quite a few days didn't update le . been quite busy these few days studying . so might not be blogging for quite a number of days . sorry !
tomorrow would be paper 1 for both english and chinese paper , not really nervous as i am looking forward for N's level and not SA , but i will still do my best at all my paper ;D
ALL THE BEST FOR EUGENE PAPER TOMORROW !!!! HAHAHA ..

study , study , study

2009-04-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

just reach home from school . study with Sophia and Ben in school library just now and after that have some exercise . badmintons ! A math test tomorrow , next week english paper 1 and following whole week is going to be exams . time really passes very fast , tomorrow is friday again . i dun want the time to past so fast !! i dun want to have my Ns so soon and i wont like to lose all my express friends by seeing them leaving secondary school after their Os T.T

heard from my mummy that yesterday have typhoon in Singapore . I was like WHAT ? IN SINGAPORE !! ?? read the news and they say there would be typhoon at late night , i think i'm gonna stay up late just to see typhoon . i have not been seen that before since i was born 15 years ago . i'm looking forward to it . hehe ...

im gonna miss you so much when you graduate T.T

Happy International Friendship Day !

2009-04-17T14:47:00.005+08:00

Sophia and Ben , i'm sorry to disappoint both of you , give me time , i will prove to you alright ?
my neck is aching , is really pain T.T

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY !!!
A coin is easy to earn ,
but a really good friendship is hard to build .
i depreciate the coin ,
but i APPRECIATES :
BEN
SOPHIA
SAMUEL
JOLENE
JASON
GERALDINE
REUBEN
ALOY
IVAN
KAI JIAN
CHANEL ...
I'm able to lost a dollar coin easily ,
but is really hard to find a best friend like you !

Unhappy Day : (

2009-04-16T15:41:00.003+08:00

just reach home , quite unhappy today , was scolded by Mr Danny , and Tian Xing damage my watch . zzz ..
When Mr Danny scolding me , i was about to show him attitude , but i just tell myself not to do so . But afterwards during CME , when Tian Xing was crushing on my watch , at the moment i was about to start a fight with him , but luckily Ben was beside me , i told him i cant tolerate anymore longer , but he asked me to cool down , dun get myself into trouble .
This moment when i'm changing my character , i found out that the others also made changes . changing character isn't a very easy task , i think without Ben and Sophia , i would walk back to the same path again . Ben had always keep me accompany after school to study and Sophia was like controlling me from throwing temper and scolding vulgarities . For what i think , this period isn't really easy , but there's this few people are keep trying to make me throw temper and forcing me to scold vulgarities at them . i just cant tolerate them !!!!!

by the way lets drop the unhappy things aside . errmm .. hey , i'm falling in love with the music that 'ELAN' was playing during evoke your dreams , SKYSKYSKY ! from DEPAPEPE . its nice ;D

memories ?

2009-04-15T22:28:00.007+08:00

anyone still remember this photo ?
it was taken 3 years ago , this photo was taken when we were
having a outing to escape with miss Lee and Mr Lam .
I'm just standing beside Mr Lam ;D
one of the 2 biggest bear was won by me . haha .
Jovan , Mr Lam and ME !!!
DUN YOU GUYS THINK I'M ADORABLE ?
HAHA ...

How i wish we could have such an outing again , i really missed those days when we're all playing together , is no longer like now we're like strangers , not even a hi or bye neither a smile -.-

I'm Exhausted ,

2009-04-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

got a new hair do today , was caught having long hair -.-
after school study with Tian Xing and Ben in the library for about a hour and hurried to get my hair cut , if not i think im gonna be sent home tomorrow . after my hair cut , rush home to play mahjong with kor kor , jason and jie jie . as i promise them , and is getting late so im like rushing around today . i'm dead beat !

meet up with samuel , is been quite a long time since i meet up with him . really miss him . haha . readers dun get the wrong idea , i'm straight ;D accompany him to alter his pants and off we go ;D

i'm willing to attend school everyday , is just to see you !! ;D

People saw me studying was like so shock -.-

2009-04-14T20:07:00.004+08:00

School as usual , but stay back in school till 6 plus . Stay back for remedial for physics and was looking for people to accompany me to study after physics remedial . After a long search , i finally found someone to accompany me , and that's Cassandra ;D
I just feel like studying in school and complete whatever homework i have . But i'm still unable to complete my history work , as i did not have a textbook and i'm totally blank for the chapter . Now i'm so tired , i really dun feel like completing it , but if i did not complete it , i'm gonna disappoint Mr Daniel . Shall spend some time to do it afterwards .
I was like wondering why my ex-classmate saw me studying will like so shock . today Angeline saw me studying , she came over and talk to me and was like saying , ' Hi Eugene , errm ... you're studying uh ? ' giving the very surprising look -.-
Afterwards , Willy walked passed me and said , ' WA ! Eugene so hardworking uh , studying after school sia . I can see that you are changing for the better , keep it up ;D ' with the smile and he left .
Actually i'm not really disappointed from their expression , cause is like , ' Eugene will study , the Earth will falls ! ' Rather than , i'm much more happier when they gave me those expression , cause i know i had succeed to change for a better person , like attitude problems had no longer be my weak point and studying harder to achieve a better grades ;D
Actually all this credits shall go to Ben and Sophia , thanks !!!

thanks Geraldine !

2009-04-13T18:03:00.003+08:00

School today was as usual , but i was really tired .
After remedial , went to look for Geraldine to pass her cookies . Lynn was rather too busy , so didn't pass her directly , had to asked Geraldine to help me pass the cookies to her .
Thanks Geraldine ;D
3 years ago , Geraldine helped me to passed the bear to Lynn , but she rejected . never mind , still have to thanks you .
Thanks Geraldine ;D
When we would at escape during our both classes outing , i won a bear and you helped me to passed it to her , but she dun accept it , you still helped me to persuade her . never mind , still have to thanks you .
Thanks Geraldine ;D
I really very appreciate what you had done for me in the past , i would repay your kindness one day .
Thanks Geraldine ;D
( Readers please do not get the wrong mindset , i dun have any intention ;D )

existing of ghost

2009-04-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

My mum today told me that , one of my cousin made a ghost in her hostel at ngee ann poly . although i didn't saw one , but i definetely believe there's ghost existing in this world . My cousin saw this shadow in her hostel , keep saying ' hi , how are you ' and my cousin was like shouting ' get lost , leave me alone ' . After that my cousin feel something was seating beside her , she started to ignored and decided to go to bed , when she were lying down on her bed , she felt something pressing on her , that made her unable to move , she keep struggling to move but still cant . she calm herself down , and said prayers , after awhile she can move about . when she felt that nothing was around , she ran out of the room , cried and shout for help . now she's fine , she start to believe that this world exist with ghost . Hopefully those dirty things wont trouble her anymore ;D takecares Kai Ling ;D

every minutes just feel like attending school , so i would have the chance to see you .
i just cant wait till tomorrow and i would be able to see you ;D

cookies : )

2009-04-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

Did not went out today . wash up and baked cookies ;D
when i was done with everything , than called KFC delivery , just feel like eating KFC .
and now im here to blog , actually also nothing much to say . end it here . nights ! ;D

i had baked cookies for you ;D

2009-04-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

Evoke your dreams performance were really awesome .
Congratulation Ben , you are the champion !!! i'm really happy for you ;D
The party after the performance were really fun , people were enjoying themselves dancing . But im too shy to dance . hehes ..

saw you at Evoke your dreams , you were really gorgeous , i just cant stop looking at you .
saw those photo you have taken yesterday , i'm wondering when would i have the chance to take a picture with you .

2009-04-09T16:10:00.002+08:00

Hey guys there's something i really want to know , am i changing for the better ? haha ...

just reach home from school , school were as usual . Im hardworking okay ! after school got to stay back for Amaths as i didn't complete my homework . During Amaths Ben spoiled the screen protractor , the whole things just fall off from the ceiling . while doing my work , i just cant stop laughing !!!

im willing to pay 10 dollars for EVOKE YOUR DREAMS ticket ! someone sell me please !!! I just need one T.T

saw you seating with him chatting so happily , my heart really ache T.T
i will try my best to get you a ticket !!!

The drifts,

2009-04-08T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D
Shocked to see me back here again, like after a few months?
HAHA, don't be too shocked alright. Smile! (:

And yup...
Helped him with the change of his page's skin, and to relink and link people up.
But, this little brother of mine is still that cute! :D
He wanted to have a change of the photo on his blog...
Yet the very cute him didn't sent me his recent photo for me to change.
So I used this cookie monster photo he took long time back, laugh.
Wait till he sends me one, I'll login again and change for him alright!

Little brother, little brother...
Though we've drifted apart, but I always love and remember you! :D
Your sweet sixteen birthday is coming, gonna get you a sweet pressie. (:
And study hard, play hard alright.
I'll see you around real soon, with much loves and misses.

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

2009-04-07T18:54:00.003+08:00

just got home , i'm freaking tired !
during PE lesson , there's a performance for us to watch , there's these guy playing with something like fire ball with real fire on it , swinging it around and doing some stuns , i was so afraid that it would hit me , although he was quite far from me . while he was playing with it , his shirt caught on fire , Mr lawrence were so heroic he ran towards the guy to help him , but the floor was so slippery that Mr lawrence fall on the ground with the guy . we were shocked by the incident , im wondering if i would be like him one day .

Sophia asked me to study after school , so after school stay back to study with her , Ben and Jason . Jason is really so cute , everyone just cant stop saying him cute .
i'm getting to know Ben better , i used to hate him , but now we're so close ;D
starting when we were studying at the canteen , we were saying that geraldine would definetly be there and that's the chance to disturb Ben , when geraldine were there Ben were so shy . hahas . ( Ben and Geraldine i hope this wont offend both of you , were just writing for the sake of fun . )
after that lynn appeared at the canteen everyone starts to disturb me ... zzz that's what we always say , retribution . -.-
after finishing with our homework , we start chatting about other people bad things . opps ...

i'm finding myself more and more hopeless .
i saw you chatting so happily with someone that is more rebellion in school than me ,
but yet i couldn't even get the chance to chat with you ,
just a hello or bye is already so difficult T.T

2009-04-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

humpty-dumpty fall on the floor !!! i got that great fall in class today , im kind of shy when i fall , my classmate were all laughing at me ! zzz

school was quite fun today , im concentrating during every lesson . Ben made me laugh throughout the whole english period , he was looking for his bottle , it's just a 100 plus bottle and he was so desperate to find it , cause he's damn thirsty .
after school stay back for A.maths , revised for those chapter we had learn in the past . during these remedial than i got to find out actually Mr tai is really a good and funny teacher , he told us that bringing in tibits into his class will have to pay tax , and his so called tax is to eat some tibits from us , when he do that the whole class were laughing . he's so cute !!!

i now going off to get a new watch , hopefully i would find something i like ;D

i'm now having weird guesses , i really dun hope to think of those negative things .
if i would ask you out one day , would you promise me to come along ?
i would really appreciate if you would be there with me to celebrate my birthday ;D
that would only be the wish i would made during my birthday .

2009-04-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

woke up as early as usual , but i'm kind of freaking tired , i think is due to the training yesterday . went school , fall asleep again during humanities , 1 and a half hour gone again .

after school rush back home to get my pe attire as there's NAFA test today . was waiting for bus when im done , waited for about 30 mins , but still did not get to see the bus . just about 5 mins and i'm gonna to be late , i decided to take taxi to school , and there goes my 6 dollar -.-

pull up got 4 and standing broad jump got 212cm . i'm quite happy with it ;D
after NAFA accompany ben yeo to BB room to get his stuff done , than we both head to the canteen to get some drinks and than kee loke and elias join us to chit chat . Chick(sophia) asked me to play volleyball together with her , but i cant , as my hand were injured . left we ben , kee loke , elias , chick and one of chick friend playing volleyball and i seat beside to watch .

every moment i get to see you , i would like to take the initiative to talk to you , but i just cant bring out my guts to do so .
sat on the bus thinking of the past when we were very close .
i would not forget how we get to know each other and how i get your number , i think that would be the funniest part of my life .
im confused ! ! !

2009-04-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

APRIL FOOL ! just the moment i step in the school everyone were like thinking of some tricks to trick on teacher . Start with our form teacher , MR WONG , everyone ignore him when he talked to the class , no one greet him . saying that we are the biggest defiance . haha . in the end , we end with a greeting and loudest APRIL FOOL !!! .

having a flu today T.T ohh shit !! there's english oral today . Although im talkative , but i think i didn't do very well for it , as my nose were like water fall -.- hopefully will pass ;D

All thanks to Priscilla hair extension dropped , i got to borrow it to extend my own hair ! there's lots of comments commented by friends , espescially JOJO .

looking at you chatting with your friends , i really hope i could join in , but i'm afraid i can't .
looking at you walking off , i really wish to follow you , to protect you . could i ?
you were so different from other girls , i can't describe .
i really misses your smile , it's so sweet .
what are you doing now huh ?
shall let god bring us together once , i wish .
i would try to believe in lord if i would be able to be given a chance .

2009-03-31T18:22:00.002+08:00

slept late last time , so i didn't get to concentrate during lesson . fall asleep during humanities , 1 and a 1/2 hours were spent sleeping -.- i think im gonna do very badly for humanities . ( Eugene buck up ! ;D )

im nearly landed in hospital today , my dad nearly bang into a car today . hoooo ... that's close .

today is the exchange of the old ez-link card to the new one . the card is cool , new design . how i wish they could change the photo on my ez-link card to a new one , i find my previous one so ugly , but yet my friends say it's cute . haha ... thanks ;D

would the time reverse to 2006 when i was secondary 1 ?
i'm afraid that you leave and i would not get to see you again T.T

2009-03-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

just reach home from school ... is been a tiring day today , after school still have remedial -.- but nevermind , study is important .
im in the mood of studying today , just kept thinking of studying . haha . don't you guys out there find eugene has such a big changes ? haha .

im looking forward to my birthday , CHALET and HOLIDAY ! i'm having a sweet sixteen ;D

out there if anyone is sick , i can introduce a friend to you , which can make u laugh until your sickness go off . haha . guess who would it be huh ?
it's JASON !!! the biggest joker . haha .

;D

2009-03-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

just end with some exercise , have some time to blog ;D been playing mahjong with jason after school , his a damn joker , i couldn't stop smiling whenever i see him . by the way , his a very very good friend , good counsellor , good speaker and many many other things that is good ;D by the way i might be overboard , i apologise here . sorry ! Jason u are my best friend forever ;D !!!!

ilove mahjong

yoohoo

2009-03-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

Home Sweet Home from school , im tired !!!
my dear reader , let me tell you something okay . i'm finding myself more and more hardworking ;D that's great ! studying is really quite fun you know , we get to learn more things while we are studying . haha .. that's so weird that i would such a things isn't it ? im also finding me so weird saying such things -.- by the way there's something i shall be happy , my attitude is getting better now compare to the past . i have learn to control my temper ;D .

ilove baking cookies !

;(

2009-03-09T22:09:00.006+08:00

sorry belovable reader for not blogging so long . argh ! having a tummy ache now T.T
may i know where's all my friend now ? where have you guys gone too ? shall we all change a group of friends ? change a new enviroment ?
it might be somethings that is more privilege to be in other group than in our group isit ?
by the way , is fine now with me . studies will now be what i want firstly and money come seconds and friends that go for the better privileges last ba or maybe shouldn't be what i want at all .
you guys prefer to leave our long friendship after so long , i shall say goodbye ;D
by the way i have no intention on writing all this , i would just like to write what i feel like writing out here ;D dun get the wrong intention of what im writing uh .

my belovable sister when than free to meet u huh ? seems to be so many people dating you out , until i have no chance to date you -.-
shall say to you , bye ;D

;D

2009-02-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

YOOOHOOO !!! HEY GUYS ! its been a long time since i didn't blog ... hmmm ... sorry . valentine days is 2 days away only , who wanna accompany me out huh ? anyone out there ??? its been a tiring day now , school school school , during weekend , play play play and now not enough sleep sleep sleep .
by the way , samuel all the best for you . hope she would love your ai qing cookies and your lovely rose . hmm ... when would i receive it uh ? maybe not , still need to give someone else hmm ... anyone want a rose out there ? unless you're the one im in love with ba . hahas ...
hey my groups of friend , how i wish we could get back to the same in the past . you know we're like what now ? we're like the sand , the wind blow us all away . haiyo ... read my blog le . got the heart still to be like the past contact me , let me organise an outing for our group ;D
im tired to type out here , shall stop here , continue tmr ;D
by the way im chatting with orlena out there , she's kind of crazy . hahas .. opps

2009-01-19T18:11:00.003+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D
It's Mickey Mouse restaurant photo update! ;D

Anyway, I've helped Eugene relinked /linked you guys up. (:
Happy lunar new year in advance people, I'll be back here some day.
Hahahahahaha!

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

;D

2008-12-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

Is kind of missing you today , dunno why i would have a weird feeling -.- accompany my parents today . i feel the happiness of one family together , i promise i would never quarrel with my parents , cause i wont like to see them sad . mummy daddy , i promise to be good to you both ;D !!!

story of us

2008-11-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

Our story start on 7th november 2006 ... we made each other at cheers at downtown east chalet , u ask one of my friend to take buy beer for you and that's how we get to know each other , in another way maybe that's fate to let us know each other . We meet up again , asking u lots of question and i would never forget what i ask and what u had replied ; Eugene :who would u like to make friend with among all ? Victoria : you lo ;D
We contact each other and meet up again at vivo . That day i was late , when i called you , you say im late and u dun want tell me where's you , so we play hide and seek . At last i found you !!!
Always see you sitting on the floor when there's chair , always made me so angry !!! In the end , you change for me , im really very happy ;D
We went to sam chalet together , playing truth or dare u gave me your first .... i really have fun at there , cause you are there with me ;D
During xiu lian chalet , i bluff you that im not going the chalet le , u alone crying than walk to the beach . In the end i appeared infront of you , i see your sweetest smiles . The next day im sick , i went home leaving you alone at the chalet , u was bully by someone , im angry but i had no strength to go find you . but i didn't know u will waiting for my call under my block , until my friend found u under my block than they told me .
We went to watch midnight movie , but your mummy dun allow , u lie to her just to accompany me watch movie .
I have always keep the drawing u have gave me with care , whenever i look at the drawind i would think of you .
I didn't ask for anything from you now , i have been waiting for 1 year until today . I would just asking for a chance to let me pampered you with my love and care , that's all ;D
TAKECARES my DEARESTSISTER !

;D

2008-11-16T02:36:00.002+08:00

Maybe u wont be trusting me anymore , im fine with it . just hope that times might change your mindset . you may be saying im just saying for the sake of flirting you , but frankly speaking im not . you can ask every of my friends when the moment you called me , i would be so happy like nobodys matter , jumping around , smiling all the way . I dare admit that de moment we broke up till now , in the middle i did woo other girls . But my strongest feeling is still on you ! you might say everything is just lies . anyway i cant force you to believe it too .
There's still lots of choices for you to choose , i cant say im the best guy in this world , neither i can say im the most bad person in this world .
Im not afraid to say , i still love you alot !!

;D

2008-11-12T05:05:00.002+08:00

Just reach home from green ;D i had my dinner for 11 dollars , for just prata . (that's expensive)
Sister , i know u have lots of trouble , but why dun you share with me ? You seems to hide lots of things from me , we had know for so long luh , when have you ever hide things from me before . maybe our sister relationship had drift apart luh ba . nevermind if u wont like to share your troubles , you still can call me anytime , i would still accompany you de ;D
takecare sister ;D

;D

2008-11-11T05:47:00.002+08:00

Sorry sister , im doing something just now . just reach home only , i think u sleep luh . not i dun want to make the effort to call u , is u call me not to do so . im not sure when will u contact me again , i can just only post on blog to let you know about it . really so sorry . i think i had break the promise isit ?

Photo update! ;D

2008-11-10T01:07:00.012+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D
It's chalet's photo update! ;D

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

;D

2008-11-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Just reach home !!! i tried rushing home early , to accompany my babe to chat . guess whose my babe ? hahas ..
now chatting with her online ;D today play billard almost lose every game uh !!! im more and more lousy T.T my title of 15 years old champion is gone !!! zzz ... How i hope to be with u , so i can accompany u all the time ;D

Photo update! ;D

2008-11-04T03:00:00.008+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D
It's Paris Ris Park's photo update! ;D

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

;D

2008-11-03T18:12:00.002+08:00

Really missing someone now !!! The first sight of you , made me fall in love deeply with you ! i would prove to you that my love for you is true by my patience ;D

today went down alone as im so bored at home , thought of finding people to accompany me to town together , but everyone one is working T.T so went down to look for jason , pass him things than stay at green chit chat with billard aunty ;D going chalet this few days so might not be able to update my blog uh .

;D

2008-10-31T18:41:00.002+08:00

AH BOY korkor , came visit me these afternoon and made lala's for me and my korkor , but im unable to eat ! sad case T.T went green with ah boy accompany him buy cig , than he leave le , left me alone at green . Called samuel and nigel , they told me that they would come and find me . In the end i only meet up with samuel , but nigel haven't arrived . After one hour and 30 mins , i gave nigel a called , he tell me his at jessie house ! FINE ! im like a idiot waiting for his arrive . We have been friends for 10 years luh , i understand you , nevermind ba . they are more important maybe ?
hopefully my hand will recover faster , than i can join u guys back for billard and number luh ;D

;D

2008-10-30T14:23:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long uh , due to computer break down and been very busy now a days . had not been out to play for about one week luh , staying at home makes me rot ! it seems like im a busy men have to attend some big company everyday , but u know what company is that , thats amk hq and cantoment police station -.- how i hope those ppl that slash me , would be sent to rtc as long as possible , slash wrong person is alright , but bringing me so much of trouble !!!! zzz ...

These few days staying at home really make me thought alot . These incidents made me found out who are my true friends . really thanks samuel and aloy for the care for me . (samuel sending me to the clinic to clean my wound ) (aloy calling me or msg me everyday to ask about my condition , accompany me at my house . hope carolyn wont angry about it ;D ) i think every parents would tell their child these '' good friends one or two is enough already '' i finally believe this phrase ;D

2008-07-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

After watching ' hearts of greeds ' start to remember my memories with chloe . Heard you say that you are going to meet someone important today . i dun have your new number , so i can just type here to wish you all the best . hopefully everything is going fine for you today . aiya , my tummy is pain , i need some rest , blog other day ba .

2008-07-17T20:12:00.003+08:00

im kind of stress with my studies le , why cant you parents understand . im worrying so much things now T.T i just want to enjoy i few games of pool games with my friends to relax myself , but everytime call me do things at that time . dun i have a older brother ? cant you call him to do it for you ? call to ask what should i do , give you scold , say want beat beat . wtf la . im enough of it okay !!!! everytime me , you parents just dun understand me . every moment i feel like crying , you parents know a not ? FUCK la ...

2008-07-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging sooooooo long luh ;D
just ate my dinner ;D went green at noon time , had some billard games . came home and now im blogging . really feeling very stress this few days . im kind of getting depression soon le ba T.T

When will i meet my true LOVE ???
Im waiting for that day to arrive , to start my love story ;D

Ilona posting on behalf. (Feilong's birthday)

2008-07-06T14:11:00.006+08:00

Hello people, this is Ilona posting on behalf of Eugene. :D

Yesterday was Feilong's 16th years old birthday.
Went Tampines Mall for Hokkaido food fair, and down to PS. (:
Brought a cake from Bread Talk and trained back to Hg Green.
Waited for everyone to reached, and ta-da(!) here comes the cake cutting ceremony.
Sung Feilong birthday songs, and of cause there's also cake smashing session.

Anyway, happy 16th birthday to Feilong! :D
And I've helped Eugene linked or relinked you people already! x)

With ♥,
Love you the most sister. (:

2008-07-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

Think tomorrow wont be attending school due to my diarrhoea . Im kind of missing her right now , damn feel like seeing her now ! Tomorrow wont be attending school and im not able to see her T.T how i hope that my tummy is fine , so that im able to go school tmr to see her .

_ _ _ _ _ _
ily
imy
;D

2008-07-02T11:05:00.002+08:00

Morning ;D just woke up . didn't went school today , cause got diarrhoea T.T that so tiring lo , now my leg no strength le . Im missing her now ... hope that to see her soon ;D

2008-06-29T02:55:00.002+08:00

went green at 2 plus to play number ball , than left green to some other block to slack at 7 plus with nixon and gary . when we reach there ilona , jonathan , jason , ivan and kenneth came and look for us . slack at to chit chat , actually is quite fun la . not only billard is fun , actually bonding with our friends chit chatting is quite fun too ;D than went to billard awhile , nixon follow gary home . after that we meet at the same block again . accompany ilona home cause she's scare . lols ! than jason and me went to get drinks and maggie to eat for the rest . had a chat with jason alone , talk about what we like to do . actually jason is cute luh .

A damn good friend of mine ;D

2008-06-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

Just came home from green , had 2 round of game with nigel , i lose T.T
Im so stress now T.T study is one trouble , money is another problem for me ... haiiss ...
I totally dunno what to do now lei .. hope to get a job for money , but cant concentrate on studys -.-

2008-06-23T18:50:00.002+08:00

Totally lost mood today T.T

not enough sleep went school fall asleep , the teacher keep waking me up ... zzz !!! but i can tell that they are good teacher . slept for only 4 hrs , 2 plus wake up than sleep at 5 plus again than 8 wake up le -.-

get caught for hair in school , so went cut it after school , actually was thinking to leave it for tmr to go SECONDS cut , but my mother keep calling me to cut at green , the fcuker shop . I did listen to her words , so i went to cut , i dun want her to receive call from my school cause she's very busy , she dun like to entertain the school for this kind of nonsense things . I went to cut it , i tell him to cut short , he say no need , cut bao bao can le , i stupidly listen to him . In the end he cut until like shit , i reach home i stare at the mirror , i really cant face myself T.T i went to ask him whether he can shave bald for me , he ask me to pay again . (u guys may thing bald will be more ugly , but i think is nicer than now ! ) i rang mummy to ask for money to cut at other place , she call me to leave this hair first . I can tell you that i damn angry okay !!! fcuk la !!! i can only put it on blog , there's nothing else i can do .

Im now totally in bad mood , hope u all would understand if i show u guys attitude .
those that know me , i know you should know why i care so much for my hair ba . hope u guys would understand me ...

2008-06-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

Just bath finish , after the trip to ilona chalet . Was having fun there , playing with those kids was really fun . They are so cute la !!! Than we eat and chat ..
I find myself like a loser , cause i get angry over a kid -.- btw very sorry aloy about it !
Im going to bed now and shall stop here ;D school will be starting at another 8 hours time ...

nights
sweetdreams ;D

2008-06-21T16:05:00.002+08:00

good afternoon ;D just wake up , have not been sleeping for 1 and a half day .

Im wondering what's happening to victoria now . say hellos ;D to her she ask me who am i . when i ask her who are you , she tell me godblessyou ... WTF !
who the idiot is disturbing me sia T.T

2008-06-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon ;D just woke up .. so happy yesterday !!
was playing number ball , than victoria call me ... damn happy okay ! is like been so long i had not receive her call . after number went home watch soccer , than went to bath and sleep cause my head damn pain so went to bed early . Now head still pain pain , i go rest first .

BYE ALL ;D

2008-06-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hellos ;D
Happy belated father's day !!!
sorry for being moody during the dinner T.T i really cant bring my smile along to eat the dinner , im just feeling very weird , my mind is very confuse . during the dinner i felt like crying but i control , i dunno what am i at all . maybe you all wont understand me ba .
This few days i might be showing attitude to you guys , i really very confuse le and sometimes you guys talk until very guo fen , if not show attitude . I really cant tolerate all this things . I already have lots of things to thought of . sorry ba .

thanks baobei jiejie for lending me your listening ear ;D

2008-06-12T05:13:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !!!
So happy today , i didn't lose to anyone billard today and i still win 9 dollar play number ball ;D ( first time leh ;D )

woke up at 2pm than went down to green for ktv ... while they were singing i went playing billard . hehes ... sing sing play play ..

went slacking other ilona block with keat peng , xing yi , ferrari , aloy , ilona , sharon and my brother . I , aloy and ferrari play finger games , loser had to drink , cause they bought 3 bottles of beer ...

stop writing luh , im tired .
GOODNIGHTS TO ALL !!!

2008-06-11T07:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry tricia for not giving you face to geylang T.T other place i on you okay ;D

spend my day at green while the rest went to geylang ... after that went to 644 to meet up with them to slack ... they suggest to go to 944 to play , so we went there . spend whole night walking around . we play at the exercise corner where had lots of fun things . we swing ourself around like monkeys .. hahas ... i and tiang lee seat the spinning thingy till want vomit uh ... T.T but it's quite fun la , seems like we are in ESCAPE TEAM PARK . hehes ...

that's how i spend my day and night ;D now going to bed le . nights all sweetest dream ;D

pretty sorry , not i want to lie to you de , is that i not enough money to play billard with you , so i went home to take money , but when i came down you angry me than dun want play with me le T.T ...

SORRY PRETTY !!!

im back ;D

2008-06-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone ! im back to blog again . firstly would like to apologise for not blogging so long , cause my com down cant use . but now my com is back im back to blog ;D

This few days , money is the trouble for me . lack of money . zzzz .. but some people just wont understand me de ... accept baobei jiejie ;D
Our group lots of people is interested on one girl now . sometimes i dun even know what to do -.-

This girl that use to be in my heart , had no longer like the same to me le . i tried to forget those lies she said to me . But she's doing it again and again , not only once . i really cant give in anymore !!! maybe some might not understand why i would hate her . But i think PRETTY and DADDY will only understand me .

Just view victoria friendster , saw her photos with francis . I was thinking why couldn't i treat her better and now she would still be mind and the person who takes photo with her would be me and not francis anymore . i really regret alot , but i just couldn't do anything , cause that was the past . I also receive RETRIBUTION already , i could feel the feeling she use to had in the past when she was with me . SORRY VICTORIA !!!! i sincerely apologise to you . Now i only hope that we can still contact like last time .

IMISSYOU !!!

2008-05-05T16:09:00.002+08:00

I just read you blog , i really feel like crying , but i cant . sorry . maybe i dun understand how you feel . i just want you to be happy , no matter where you are , who are you with . my heart will always be with you . i will only remember your smile and cuteness , so dun be sad okay ;D Although my birthday present i hope to receive was to be with you till every obstacles and have a everlasting love with you . Now my birthday present i hope to receive will not come on my birthday . i knew it T.T but i still want to see you attend my birthday party . this few days i had not been seeing you , i really miss you alot . what i can do is just to look at my phone , to see your photo . Promise me not to MIA i want see you , i want talk to you i want msg you . ALL I WANT IS YOU !

Guys thanks for everything ;D i will cheer up okay ;D

Take good care of yourself okay , dun cry anymore . stay strong .

2008-05-04T03:03:00.003+08:00

After hearing from samuel telling me that you and him patch , my whole mood changes . I decided to ask her for the true , so i msg you . you told me that you already patch with him . At the moment i really feel like crying , but i just cant T.T when i was playing pool with fei long , i tried to cheer myself up . i act like i can face the fact , but anyone , accept poh and aloy understand how i feel deep in my heart . I really had nothing much to say le . you msg me a long msg . i wont say wat u write in the msg here . i will just promise you , what u ask me to do i will still listen , i wont hate you , this day will never come . you are always kept in my heart , being lock by my heart , without the key i cant open and let u leave .
After pool , i went down to look for aloy , follow by poh , nixon , nigel and samuel . We slack at nigel house downstair , my mind is flowing around with your image , i just cant stop thinking of you T.T suddenly my tears drip out of my eyes and falls on my shirt .
Hopefully i will dream of you tonight ;D

By the way , nixon i feel happy for you today . last with her , take good care of her .
Erzi , dun feel so sad luh okay ? i will be there for you , we are somehow in the same boat , anything just feel free to chat with me , i will lend u my listening ear .
Daddy , Tricia and Samuel thanks for your everything you have done for me , cheer me up . really very appreciate it ;D

When i have money , i treat you *5* person out to eat okay ;D

PJX , no matter what , i will still love you till the leaf on the tree all drop off and just left the tree branch ;D

2008-05-03T18:27:00.002+08:00

Today another boring day at green , green are getting remoted nowadays as more people have financial difficulty.
My birthday is coming soon, cant wait for the presents , loves that my friends bring for me and most importantly the one.
Despite the amount of obstacles that is blocking me , i will still gather my courage to face it . Loves can be saddening at times, but sweet when the cupid's arrow strikes on me.
Although we are drifting apart day by day, i still believe that one day , i will be the target of cupid's arrow . Slience cannot overcome problem . All it takes is to face the music directly instead of turning around in circles to avoid the topic. I am mentally prepared for any answer whether its positive or negative to me . Failure is steping stone to sucess. I will keep trying till the day , Your hearts get move by me .

pjx cutecute,
misses

iloveyou i miss you

2008-04-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

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2008-04-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hi , it had been a long time i had not been blogging le wor ;D exams coming lo , have to study no time . but my birthday is coming soon , im opening chalet hahas ....

sad happy , whatever ba ;D :(

2008-04-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

Im blogging again now ;D . Today receive a call from xiu lian when i was having reccess . She ask me whether victoria got call me a not ? i tell her dun have , than i knew something must have happen , so i ask her to tell me , i insist her on telling me what happen . She told me that victoria called her , but she didn't answer cause she was sleeping , than victoria went to her house to look for her , but ciu lian was sleeping so she when off . After that xiu lian kept calling her but she didn't answer the phone , that made me more n more confuse , i dunno where she go , concentrate but keep daydreaming . After that xiu lian msg me , tell me that victoria is alright . happily talking to francis n treat as xiulian was not talking to her . I n xiulian were worrying for YOU but u dun seems to care -.-

Went playing billard win my brother but lose back to fei long = no win no lose ;D play billard with feifei n nixon , starting feifei is like helping me but in the end fight black ball i lost to nixon -.- zzz play with nixon n jiayang i win , get a free game back ;D hahas ...

2008-04-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

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2008-04-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Slept at 3am n wake up at 4.30 am to pray to my grandfather grave . After that went to billard and play with my brother , as he ask me to play with him money , give me the xl attitude and talk until very xl . zzz -.- first round i win him 6 dollar , second and third i lose to him 20 plus T.T fucking sad luh ... than lose to fei long 10 dollar wat the hell sia !!!

stay strong sister ;D

2008-04-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Just now poh test us whether we are gentlemen , after hearing i really want to change to be a better guy ;D shall start to control vulgarities coming out from my mouth ;D

At home , i saw victoria on9 , i chat with her , ask her what happen to her about her nick . she tell me nothing and she's alright . I know somethings dun go right , so i ask her but she call me ask xiu lian , but xiu lian dunno how to explain to me -.- zzz I really hope to be by her side to lend her a listening ear , but i cant , i felt so useless T.T I know i cant accompany her , so i just want to know what's going on that all , but she dun feel like telling me ba , i think ...

WHEN WILL BE THE TIME WHEN I CAN BE WITH HER AGAIN TO TREAT HER GOOD AND LEND HER A LISTENING EAR AGAIN ??? haiiss ...